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Project Restoration::Edition 1, the plans
Post Edit:: Y’all are so bossy! I love it 🙂 Now, let me do some more explaining on the 47 doors in the pantry. My designer has this computer program that let’s you ‘walk around’ in the house in 3D. It’s so cool. I thought I wanted all those doors but because everyone was up in arms about it, I had him change it in the computer in every conceivable way: one door into the workroom, double doors into the workroom, no door into the workroom and on and on and on. What I ADORE about the two doors where they are is that when you’re sitting in either of the rooms, it adds so much visual interest to be able to see into the other room. I would almost rather close off the pantry from the living room than remove one of the workroom doors. {The door from the lr into the pantry will be a pocket door if that helps your door angst!} But since you’re all so adamant—–and I’ve been wrong before—- I’ll continue to rethink it.
About the laundry. One of the things I’ve tossed around is the sliding barn door concept. If I do that, I’ll have to move them away from the window—which would be fine. We will either have a central island in the workroom or a central table so there’s not nearly as much available space in that room as it looks. And now that I’m down to two kids at home, I don’t do as much laundry as y’all imagine and I think I would just hold off doing a load if we were in the midst of some school or craft project. This was the first inspiration picture I found of the workroom concept. Visit the Hemlock Springs House Tour at Southern Living to see more!
Also, I love your one-island, two islands discussions. Did you see the two island concept in this Martha Stewart kitchen where one of them has all this open shelving underneath and is on casters??? I die.
Two more things: 1) I now have a sewing machine! I bought the same one from eBay that I had before after a down to the minute auction. I’ve bid on a machine at least ten times before this and lost so I’m considering it a small personal victory. It’s a Viking Designer One. I would sew something today but I have no thread. 2) The footers for the house were poured yesterday!
Thanks y’all!
I’m starting a new series here at life{in}grace. I want to purposely document our journey to restoration by forcing myself to weekly (possibly more) write about the process.
Let’s start with the plans.
You can’t build a house without a plan and this one has taken a lot of tweaking to get (almost) perfect for us. We had to rebuild on essentially the same ‘footprint’ which greatly limits the type of house that will fit the bill. This is basically a story and a half cottage with about 1800 sq. ft. on the main level, a bedroom and reading loft upstairs and a fully finished walkout basement. One thing I had to give up was a formal dining room. I’ve ALWAYS had and used a formal dining room so it’s taken me a few weeks to come to terms with a dining room/kitchen combo. But what I gained instead is what I’m calling the workroom. This will function as a laundry/craft/sewing/school/home organization room. I’m full of all kinds of anticipation about this room and I’m currently accepting any and all inspiration photos! I plan to have some built in desks in that room along with a built in sewing table. (Basically countertops with open space underneath).
Main floor layout
This is a close up of the kitchen/scullery (female version of a butler’s pantry!/workroom area.
Here are some things to note about the current/ever-evolving plans for this space. Check out my tumblr site for pics of Martha Stewart’s kitchen, which provides ample inspiration in all categories!
1. I’m currently still pondering whether I should have one big island or two smaller ones. Your thoughts?
2. There will be open shelving beside the refrigerator and built in shelving/bookshelves/open shelving on the kitchen wall that is shared with the living room.
3. There will be a prep sink in the scullery, along with a wine refrigerator and an additional ice maker.
4. The so-called scullery (pantry) will also funtion as a mudroom/prep area. Accepting ideas for this space as well?!
5. Yes, you see that right. My draftsman asked me more than once if I realized that the washer and dryer were open to the workroom. I like it that way—at least in theory. It’s a workroom so the ‘tools’ of the room can be showing, I think.
6. Study these and get back to me. But only minor changes can be made now so don’t go moving walls and such 🙂
xo,
edie
Proselytizing
I’ve been continually singing the praises of confessional Lutheranism since the day it discovered me.
We must thank brother Jeff and Issues Etc for that.
Confessional Lutheranism is intensely Christ-centered, historical, traditional, sacramental—with a rich hymnody and well-educated clergy.
It has rescued me from legalism , from fad driven American evangelicalism and from my own unique brand of mysticism.
It’s theology is intensely gospel-driven and it’s mantra is–
grace alone, faith alone, scripture alone, Christ alone.
If that weren’t even to convince you of its appeal, consider exhibit A.
This is the gift my beloved retired Lutheran pastor brought to my house a few days after the fire, in a ‘Lutheran Disaster Response’ bag.
There were 3 items in the bag.
I rest my case.
Be ye converted.
That’s funny stuff.
xo,
edie
Caiti’s Senior Pictures
We tried every way in the world to get a ‘real’ photographer.
Unfortunately, most of my favorite ones aren’t that easily accessible. So, alas, she’s stuck with me.
At least I have my new great camera, the Nikon d7000, along with Karen’s photography class, which I’m currently auditing. Those things along with Jody’s MCP photoshop actions and plenty of inspiration from my favorite photographers, we got some shots that Caiti loves. We plan to do a second shoot during the golden hours, with an outfit change, if the weather will ever cooperate. I thought, overall, they turned out pretty good. We drove to Knoxville for part of the shoot and ate a yummy lunch and did a little shopping. It was a great day. I love this girl. Her funny self-deprecating coupled with her easy confidence make her lots of fun to be around. She makes me proud to be a mom and she has quite the talent for photography herself. Which makes her almost as picky as me. Which makes finding a shot we both like nearly impossible. But here’s a few that made the cut.
You would have cracked up if you’d seen us pull off a very busy highway to shoot at this roadside junkyard. But this is probably my favorite picture so it was totally worth it.
she laughs and calls this the glamour photo—but I insisted we keep it 🙂
In other news, our house is ready to begin. The demo was complete in three days and we’re just waiting for a spell of dry weather. It’s so exciting to dream about. I’m frantically looking at house stuff on the internet and in magazines. I’m still debating about hiring a little help.
One thing I’ve become a huge fan of is ONE KING’S LANE. Follow this link to join their mailing list and I will get a $25 credit if you ever make a purchase. Then you can invite your friends and you can get the same credit. I followed the link from my sweet friend the Nester sometime last year but I was slow to come around to it’s wonderfulness. Now, I check their sales everyday and have made several purchases. They have great deals on furniture, rugs, bedding, etc. I bought a few things from this line, like this sign and pillow.
Hope you are having a great week so far. I’ve listened to this Issues podcast twice now and will certainly listen again. Pastor Jared Melius is interviewed about the consequences of the fall into sin. Very enlightening and fresh take on ‘the fall’—definitely worth a listen. His wife, Jan, has a great blog called Just Imagine Heaven which I’ve recently discovered. You’ll enjoy her recipes and her photography and you’ll admire her immensely for homeschooling 6 kids!
Blessed Lent,
love to you all,
edie
not alone
Today is the 3 month anniversary since our house was destroyed by fire.
Today is the 9th birthday of my baby-child.
Today, we began our journey to rebuild.
Today is a precious gift to us from our Father.
He will move this mountain for us. And He will move your mountain too.
Timshel by Mumford and Sons
Cold is the water
It freezes your already cold mind
Already cold, cold mind
And death is at your doorstep
And it will steal your innocence
But it will not steal your substance
But you are not alone in this
And you are not alone in this
As brothers we will stand and we’ll hold your hand
Hold your hand
And you are the mother
The mother of your baby child
The one to whom you gave life
And you have your choices
And these are what make man great
His ladder to the stars
But you are not alone in this
And you are not alone in this
As brothers we will stand and we’ll hold your hand
Hold your hand
And I will tell the night
Whisper, “Lose your sight”
But I can’t move the mountains for you
Lent {for the newcomer}: Learning from my Father
**Edited to add: This podcast on Lent with Pastors Todd Wilken and Heath Curtis is one of the best I’ve heard. Blessed Lent to you.
Thank you for those who came to the live chat last night! It was fast and fun and maybe we’ll do it again some time. You can view the transcript here.
Lent begins this week on Ash Wednesday and lasts 40 days with it’s culmination in Easter. This is a repost from last February {and the February before that!) and will explain Lent in further detail for the newcomer to the season. My thanks to Pastor Will Weedon for allowing me to republish part of his post.
“Lent begins with this realization. That we are a people in exile. That we are wandering far from our true home.
And thus the beginning of repentance isn’t merely the terror that one finds in wandering in a strange land; the beginning of repentance is homesickness.
Lent teaches us to fess up to how often we settle down in the land of our exile as though it were our true home; attempting to still the yearning the Spirit has created by throwing at it physical or psychological pleasure, and how it never works.”
courtesy of Pastor Will Weedon
Lent is a 40 day period leading up to Easter that is characterized by prayer, reflection, repentance and often fasting, then culminating in the celebration of the resurrection and the feasting of Easter. It roughly mimics the 40 days Christ retreated to the wilderness and wrestled with the devil. Many evangelicals reject ‘lenten’ observance because it’s just too Roman catholic and because there is no mandate for it in scripture. As a former evangelical, I can say that I’ve spent 30 years enjoying the ‘feasting’ of Easter without the penitential and preparatory time of Lent and I wish I could go back and change that. I find that one of many benefits of following the traditional church calendar and being in a liturgical church is that nothing gets overlooked.
It’s a methodical way of proceeding through the scriptures and it prevents such things as quickly glossing over the celebration of Christ’s resurrection without spending time in quiet reflection of His death on the cross, the mental anguish and suffering which took place while He was in the wilderness, and the details of the events of His life during Holy Week. It’s like walking in ‘real time’ with Him during the last weeks of His life. Is Lent discussed or commanded , per se, in the scriptures? No, but penitence and fasting and prayer are and what better time to observe a more rigorous christian discipline than as we reflect upon the last days and weeks of the life of Christ.
And we all practice degrees of discipline already. Lent is the spiritual equivalent of physical exercise for the body. The body gets stronger when we demand much from it—not when we always ‘give in’ to what it wants. The same is true in disciplining our children. Because we love them so much, we demand what is best for them, which is often not what they, in their immaturity want for themselves. In C.S. Lewis’ The Problem of Pain, he puts it this way:
“It is for people whom we care nothing about that we demand happiness on any terms; with our friends, our lovers, our children, we are exacting and would rather see them suffer much than be happy in contemptible and estranging circumstances. God has paid us the intolerable compliment of loving us, in the deepest, most tragic, most inexorable sense………The Church is the Lord’s bride whom He so loves that in her no spot or blemish is endurable.”
Though the analogy breaks down when taken to extremes, God compares our relationship to Him to that between a parent/child. And Lewis, in his book, compares our being brought into God’s family to a very ‘badly brought up boy’ being introduced into a decent family. When they see traits in this child that are detestable, Lewis says ‘they not only hate it, but they ought to hate it. They cannot love him for what he is, they can only try to turn him into what he is not’.
…we are at present, creatures whose character must be, in some respects, a horror to God, and as it is, when we really see it, a horror to ourselves.”
God our Father, despite our unloveliness, has given us everything we need and has clothed us with the righteousness of Christ, but we, like Adam, want to ‘clothe’ ourselves. Lent is a time to strip down; to take off the filthy clothes of our own righteousness and to let our Father give us from His hand what He knows we need.
It’s like the picture of Stevie teaching Emme to fish. We learn from our Father by spending time with Him. There is much He wants to teach us and much that needs to be changed in us. But more than all that, He wants to give us Himself—-knowing that we were created for relationship with Him. And nothing will satisfy the deepest longings of our soul save Our Father’s perfect love. Lent is time to retreat with Our Father. To confess to Him that we have wandered so far from home and that we have become far too ‘comfortable’ in the pleasures of this life. To confess to Him how utterly dependent we have become on everything, but Him. And He will gladly ‘receive’ us back with open arms: not because we demonstrate to Him our growing discipline and holiness, but for the sake of Christ and Him alone.
A few stray thoughts:
1. Lent is a time for penitence and reflection and the practicing of christian discipline. It does not make God ‘more pleased with me’ and is not a ‘good work’. God is pleased with Christ alone and good works are those things which I do in service to my neighbor.
2. If I purpose to ‘give something up’ for Lent and then two weeks later find that I fail and can’t keep my lenten discipline, God is not disappointed in me. God is pleased with Christ and thus pleased with me when I have faith in Christ. I am a sinner who fails and sins constantly. And my failing is not a surprise to God.
3. If I keep my lenten discipline to the ‘tee’, I must be careful not to try and convince myself that I’m ‘more spiritual’ or holy than before. I have been freely clothed with the righteousness of Christ and am only learning to ‘fit’ into clothes that were given me by God.
4. We must also be careful not to view our discipline as ‘suffering’ and remember that Christ suffered on the cross for our redemption and we do not get to choose our own suffering (by giving up, say diet pepsi for a month).
5. It is a good exercise to occasionally deprive our bodies, to not give in to every fleshly desire. We are so often slaves to our own bodies and teaching ourselves discipline in any area is often met with resistance.
I leave you with another quote from Pastor Will Weedon who kept me from seeing Lent as a season where ‘I work hard to become more holy’;
The holiness into which you seek to grow has already been given to you, whole and entire! It’s yours in Jesus Christ, the gift of His righteousness fully bequeathed you in Baptism, and constantly renewed in you by absolution and the Holy Eucharist. Through these wonderful gifts, we get to GROW in the apprehension of that which is already our own, learning to live more and more from it, more and more from union with Christ and less and less from the old self. So it is not that holiness grows in you; it is that you grow in holiness! Getting used to whom God has made you to be in His Son. There’s real effort here, of course, but the effort is working at resting in Him who works all things through us. I don’t overcome sin by my willpower (ha!), but by the strength of Him who has united Himself to me.
I have been unbelievably blessed since I started blogging and using various other modes of social networking. I’ve made wonderful friends. I’ve been inspired in countless ways. And I owe you a debt of gratitude for how you’ve encouraged me and shown God’s love and grace to me. But the internet can quickly suck you into a black hole where you’re left wondering where the last 2 hours went. During Lent, I’ll be going ‘unplugged’ (no blogging, twitter or facebook) for parts of the season to rest, refocus, reenergize. I’ve said it before, the internet makes a great servant but a poor master. I’ll try to finish answering your questions from this post in the next few days and then will sign off for a while after Wednesday. I will be praying for you. I wish you a blessed Lent.
You might find these podcast links helpful. The Gospel-Driven Church, Dr. Micheal Horton , Ash Wednesday and the Season of Lent, The Sermon on the Mount with Carl Fickensher, The Parable of the Lost Son with Bill Cwirla all brought to you via my favorite radio program Issues,Etc
Kyrie Elieson